Life wasn’t the same. Living with a man you once devoted your life to was difficult. We went 6 months with nobody else knowing we had split. People always told me they wish they were us. Finding “the one” at such a young age. It wasn’t true. I was living a lie. I wouldnt say I was unhappy. I was living with my best friend, he understood all my wants and needs but we just couldn’t get marriage to work. We grew apart. I couldn’t be happier for him. He found his voice. He knew what he wanted to be and what he wanted to do in life. What more could you want for someone you so deeply care about? Maybe we weren’t destined to be together but that doesn’t mean I didn’t care about him. Something wasn’t right. We didn’t fit like puzzle pieces. I was okay with it. This was just the first chapter of a new beginning. I had no idea where I was going but I knew it couldn’t be with him.