What is coming…

…… Is far better than what is gone.

So, if you’re anything like me you’re impatient to change. Once I set a goal I have to achieve it. Like ASAP. I’ve got this insane drive once I want something I’ll do anything to get it. Eye on the prize sort of thing. There’s days like today for example, long, unproductive. Those days where you feel like you aren’t getting anywhere in life. Grumpy, miserable & just need a sudden change. I’ve got a twelve month plan. So far, I’m fairly on track. However that doesn’t mean I don’t want to fast forward six months and see what’s in store. I wish I could peak into the future and see where I am or what my life looks like. I’m so driven not to be the same person I was in the beginning 2016, I may be making myself a tad crazy. I cannot be alone in this. Right?! I feel like time is standing still, my feet are set in concrete. How do you break free from this feeling? Do you do something drastic? Maybe take off on a random road trip? Or just continuing on living the same life day by day? I guess I’ve got to learn to stop and smell the roses (add that to my goals for 2016) patience definitely isn’t one of my fortes. One more step into learning who I am. Every day will be a growing process for me. For now I will keep my goal to constantly change & not be who I was yesterday. I’ve got 24 hours in a day to learn, grow & build myself further. Carpe Diem sort’ve thing. I’ll end this blog with breathing in & exhaling slowly. Time to slow down.

-The ever so eager…. Crooks.

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